Tulula made me do it~wrote this haiku... i was totally dark yesterday... i scare myself when i'm like that, for no apparent reason, boom... dark... luckily it doesn't take much to get me right back... so back to the haiku...
Sweets is innocent...
sweets wouldn't be so sweet anymore if she kept on being down and out... so hell i blame Tulula... that is the name that Ruby gave my other, darker half... hehe... good one Rubes!! no wonder Bridget's got a crush on you.... anyway... it dawned on me that maybe subconsciously i was depressed cause it's my wedding anniversary today, the one that was not meant to be, it would have been 10 years today... wow, maybe that's it... i've been rescued from my darker side by some good news!!
i phoned my SIL and i'm starting my in house AutoCad training today!! whoohooo....
i am so excited it's ridiculous!!!!!
and that's not all!!! i put my planet fitness gym membership up for sale, the remaining 12 months... junk mail i love you... two guys phoned me... and bonus the one guys lives in my area... what's the forking chance!!!!... he wants me... i mean the contract!!! so we'll do the paperwork ASAP... ah... i will have to hold a farewell for my favourite treadmill at the gym but things are looking up... see i think i just needed some action, and i sure got it...ok not exactly the action i was looking for but action non the less...hah... AND it's weekend! ok... on to somber haiku... have a good weekend ya'll ;)
my heart beating fast
understanding out of reach
freedoms ragged edge
unsaid words is all
to keep my head from falling
silent cries shouted
laughing at the edge
dreaming about tomorrow
that may never come
why do I feel this?
why do I ask these questions ?
why do I still care?
revolution rife
grace unknown or not welcome
it's dark in my soul
riding a horse now
laughing at my fears and thoughts
tomorrow i wait
11 COMMENTS....bite me!:
awe, thanx hun...glad i could help out:)
Glad you're back to your normal sweet self.....tulula is cool and everything...but you're waaaay better;)
Awe sweety!!!
You can writes the poeticness hey?
*whispers* "do you want to fondle my boobs too?"
rubes: aw thanks hun... tulula out ;)
rubes: *sigh* temptation looks like this doesn't it???? hehe... fanks but no... thank God it seems i'm straight after all LOL
Bloody Eskom! Darkness wherever you look.
erm sweets...i hate to point it out to you...i know bridge loves me and all...but you have to adress comments to her to erm...her...not me:)
hehehe.... it's friday!!! forgive me i'm weak and not totally with "it" today!!!
Hey...cool poem, and well done on selling the gym contract. Have a really happy weekend.
blah blah blah... ok your turn
good deal about the auto cad thing!
did u let the cleave out today??
Ugh, I need to hit the treadmill, too!
hope you got my mail sweets... or was it a text message? can't remember now...
i couldn't comment at work!
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