i'm surrounded by intellectuals on a daily basis at work, and then my family are vrot with intellectual genius... and i'm part of this madness... and yet i'm not part of that at all... cause face it, i'm many things, but intellectual... hmmm... not so much.... intellectuals scare me just a little bit... their brain patterns zones information on other ways... we get to the same answer but i take another route... and then nobody really understands what i say, cause i seem to interpret and communicate differently... or not at all... for some reason that song of gnarls barkley CrAzY! epitomise what i feel... well that's the story of my life... i think they make me feel stupid, and they don't even know they do... i'm the only kid of 5 that never got a degree, not to mention the honours and master degrees and the mba's... the list goes on... then i'm the only one out of all of us that got divorced, not once but twice, i smoke, i swear, i drink... i don't always wear underwear... hehe come on laugh a bit i'm even depressing myself!!... maybe i was swapped at birth... or the capacity for brainpower was exhausted when i was conceived...shit... i'm like the black sheep... the odd one out... i sometimes wonder why i'm like this and they're all like that... not that i'm unhappy being me... or not fit into my family... i'm just wired differently.... and sometimes i wish i could be more mainstream, boring but somehow it looks a better option... cause i go through life and it feels asif nobody knows who i really am, or gets me... or could care less... onwards i go... don't pity me, i hate that... i'm just saying... that's how it is...
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