Wednesday, March 20, 2013
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 3:34 PM
Monday, March 11, 2013
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 2:28 PM
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Well here goes nothing. Let me just say that I've read some of my older posts and all I can think is, what the hell was I smoking? Weird mix of deluded and quirky and just kinda out there stuff! Anyway, moving on.
Not feeling particularly upbeat or sunshine and rainbows lately. I tend to live in another world in my head, a place nobody knows about. A place I analyze, criticize, ponder and most of all feel my emotions. Emotions that I tend to hide from the rest of the world, not because I want to but I find it almost impossible to show what I feel. Don't get me wrong, I laugh, I cry but that deep hard core stuff I keep to myself. And this is never good. It means that when the opportunity presents itself to show how I feel, when its kinda important, I freeze. Zip my lips and I can't get a blooming word out. Then I hate myself after. Why didn't I say xyz, I knew what to say but to put myself out there, to dare and expose myself to possible rejection, rejection of what I think, I feel? Impossible.
So the journey continues. Where to? Wish I knew. Really relly wish I knew. Well, more of that later.
Good to be back :)
Unicorns, rainbows and fluffy clouds.
Ps: I actually put on my big girl panties and read some of my older posts. Good memories, actually cheered me up as I sound dreadfully dull and dreadfully depressed in this post. Good spirits restored :D
whispered sweet nothings by... Stef McGee at 8:39 PM
Friday, March 1, 2013
So incredibly weird to blog again. It's been more than 3 years. Too long right? Don't know how often I'll blog but I think I should start again. Baby steps.
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 10:56 PM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 11:10 PM
Monday, December 28, 2009
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 11:42 PM
can't sleep... won't sleep... smoking one cigarette after another... chain smoker yes?... i'm on holiday, so my sleeping patterns are up to shit ok?.... and guess what i wanted at 2 am... to blog! how odd... i miss blogging... i miss bloggers... i logged onto gmail to see if anyone was online... and nada... fokol... :) i hate the silly season... christmas was ok up until midday... then my sister managed to spoil christmas... lovely person that she is.... so just when i thought i buried the ghost of chrimstas past... new year is still another load of crap i still have to face... i wrote a looooong blog post... but it's not for anybody to see... just me talking to me... gawd i miss you guys... hope the new year brings all that is beautiful... i'll get in line too :)
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 2:02 AM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
oh well, i tried, ok i didn't really... old deceased pc is standing in the corner... dead... ish... and i really don't have the time at the moment to do anything about it... ok i'm lying... no money.... just spent my SARS refund in 2.5 seconds... so yeah... busted... you are all so damn loyal it breaks my heart.... so i promise to return in 2010... ok? ok? ok?
i think i just got a tear in my eye...
my life is real sucky right now...so forgive me
miss you more than you know
will somebody spank me now please?!!!???
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 12:26 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 9:23 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 10:36 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
is it odd that the excitement of this moment is almost as good as...as....ag i dunno... it's just so sooooooooooo good!!!
hello all of you crazy wonderful people!!! good heavens i've missed this shit :)
it is quite indecent, ok maybe indecent is the wrong choice of words, but i cannot completely explain to you how i have missed this crazy thing called blogging... and all the bloggers... man alive...
it all depends on how much airtime my new cellphone bestows on me, that's how much i'll blog and that's how much i'll read...
ok some news:
still love the new job
my kids are still the cutest and wildest miniatures on the planet
and no, still no mantoy
ah man i have so much to tell you and this is all i come up with???
anyhoodle.... talk soon...!!!!
*jumping up and down from excitement*
whispered sweet nothings by... Sweets at 8:08 PM