Tuesday, September 9, 2008

strangely detached




the other day someone told me... or did i read it on a blog? anyway... they said they felt detached... and i didn't get what they were saying... at all... and today... well let me just say "detached" makes so much sense to me today... am i having an out of body experience? no... sadly not... am i actually living somebody else's life?... sure as shit feels like that sometimes... maybe it's the move... i just can't seem to get my groove back man!!! anybody who has seen the emperor's new groove? well i feel very unemperor-Llama-like today... and that bloody groove is just nofuckingwhere to be found...

i have to go back in my archives and read that damn silly post i wrote a while back about skipping into the sunset looking for a silly bloody elephant to kiss... (yes mock me now) cause when oh when will i ever feel like that again?...i know... probably tomorrow :)

i want to feel like kissing some strange elephant again!

i do, i really do... but sadly... my biorhythms are out of sync or something close to that...

i know

i know

i have so much to be grateful for, but i feel like having a teeny wheeny whiny little pity party... i may not have a jealous bone in my body but pity??? at that i excel... again... here is the perfect chanse to mock me silly... and because i'm so strangely detached it wouldn't even bother me!




if i have to analyze this detached feeling it has all got to do with money... yes... i have a lack of money, everybody has, i know... and when i look at my budget, including what batman gives me... i really shouldn't have a problem... but hey i do... money is like water... and i'm in the fucking dessert... mirages are appearing and disappearing at random...

shit

i have to get over myself...

sigh


bye for now... *imagine puppy face slash 2 year old crocodile teary face*

see!

i so have to get over it...

don't worry

i'm probably already over it... just have to check with the detached person i call Sweets :)~

10 COMMENTS....bite me!:

kyknoord said...

Sometimes disconnection is necessary for a little perspective on life. It's difficult to see the pattern on the cushion when you're sitting on it.

Kerryn said...

My mom calls it 'having a P.L.O.M day".
(Poor Little Old Me).

We all have 'em. Feel better soon :-)

The Jackson Files said...

Oh goodness, I hope you feel better soon.

I have to admit I feel a lot like how you describe when I am PMSing.

Ruby said...

sweets:( i wish i could do something to help you...honestly i do. You're not the only one in my circle of friends experiencing this phenomenon............I'm havng trouble with that whole worrying about people thing again, there's just too much detachment, depressiong and frustration going on for my liking........i have to find a cure, i have to! Just as soon as I have a life again i will.......promise:)

supermom said...

Sorry you are feeling like this. I'm not in the happiest of moods either but thankfully (or hopefully) mine is caused by the medication I'm taking.
BAIE hugs (drukkies klink net glad nie goed nie!)

angel said...

teehee... sometimes its a good thing- but don't stay like that y'hear!!!

sweets said...

kyk... i like that :)

kerryn... yip that's me all plommy :)~

ruby... don't fear my sweet friend, i got over myself *huge relief*

mom... thanks hun drukkies is always welcome :)

angel... tjomma in your honour i've put up a new post :)

Kitty Cat said...

Hey, I've felt like that before. It sucks, but as you say in your post, you'll feel better the next day!

Kingcover said...

Let's see - elephants, crocodiles, puppies, budget-erigars, bats, llamas ..... ever thought about opening a zoo per chance?
I'm away to dreams about your puppies now. Lol.

Arkwife said...

I'm so glad you're feeling better again. This feeling absolutely sucks. I vote we strike until Christmas!

 
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