Monday, September 3, 2007

hi my name is bindi...

that was my indian name for our spring day party....bindi...bindi sure is a fun loving girl who drank way too much sangria and all ... we were given indian names to make sure that if we threw our names away, it wasn't our own ....that sure came in handy...it was hoodles and oodles of fun~! rani (indian name) my very good friend and her sister in law samia (indian name), us three took the indian theme to heart and talked the hindi indian talk all evening long, even this morning on the phone we just couldn't stop talking indian and all...hehehe...much fun indeed!
during the course of the evening samia and myself were chatting about smoking, which i of course do whenever i have a spare minute... her mom died of lung cancer about a year ago...and i had a moment of clarity in my drunken stupor...really it hit home...she herself was a smoker and after her mom died such a horrible smoke related death she of course gave it up... phew...i had a moment...and i got it...so i've given up my crutch...i'm walking around a bit wobbly today... but very proud of myself ... all of a sudden i'm very serious and all... oi... but i'm quite chaffed... for the first time i want to, and if you don't want to there is no way... so bindi made me do it...indian pride...
how cool is that!

1 COMMENTS....bite me!:

angel said...

hang in there girl- it was 3 years for me in april, and i've had a few in that time, and regretted them too!

 
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