Tuesday, September 4, 2007

stop smoking...no problem!

i'm shocked...it's really not been so difficult...figure that? or i am probably still going on fumes from the leftover tar in my lungs...eish...i just hope it stays this easy... i was expecting wild eye jerking movements and such as withdrawal symptoms but yikes...nothing so far...why haven't i tried this before...i've been agonising for years and years about stopping and now whooosssh...no problemo...maybe it's still early days...after all it only has been one single day...must be...maybe i will be pulling out my hair in clumps by tomorrow...lovely thought.... i will be running extra for the next few months cause i definitely want to eat everything i see...my stapler looks quite delicious...oh boy...won't it do my sweet ass so much good to pick up 10 kg...maybe i can start eating my smokes in stead of smoking them...my coffee breaks are way boring at the moment... i actually just drink coffee... and that's it... i tend to agree that most people get personality with a smoke in the one hand and a drink in the other...not perfect i know i know....but fact...i went to bed at 10 last night cause i am a late night smoker...i miss the idea of smoking more than i miss the smoke...it's so much fun to smoke...i know to a non-smoker that's like total crap...but is true dahling...is true...it's like when i run...mentally i can't get myself to run further...my head keeps on telling me...oi you are so tired now you have to stop...right now...no right now!!!...so i stop....and my brain is telling me right now that i really miss my addiction so much....so much...so much... but bugger that i will stop this habit cause you know murphy and i'm sure as hell not giving him any satisfaction.... i will be thinking smoking free thoughts and getting a padlock for my fridge...

1 COMMENTS....bite me!:

angel said...

i hear ya! i get you i get you i get you! i miss my smokes unbelievably much!

 
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