rugby rugby rugby!!!!

i can't waaaaaaaaaait for tomorrow... it's unbelievable how the whole country is rugby crazy at the moment...every single person i saw on the way to work today had something green on, it's great!!!... after all we are going to win...no doubt about that...

go bokke!!!
go bokke!!!
go bokke!!!


i am wearing a tight little green t-shirt today...with black jeens...my ass is looking pretty damn good today glug...i have to admit...i'm doing my best to inspire the nation...and to restore your shattered illusions...sigh... ;-)...that sounds trashy somehow...oh well...it's friday...i'm allowed to be a tit bit trashy on friday's... i can't concentrate on much today...sending happy springbok thoughts all the way to france...

can it be???

ok before i get into the "can it be????" part....i had a great weekend, little jay had his birthday on friday...8 years old...my baby is not a baby anymore...sniff...anyway we had a party on friday and on saturday and on sunday...really...parties sort of gets out of hand in our family...we just can't get enough...and then of course it was rugby semi-final last night...we are so gonna win the world cup!!!! touch wood~hug a tree~ i can't wait for the final!

back to "can it be???..."

*sigh*

so after two years of being divorced...very happily divorced i might add...rainbows and shit, that kind of happy...my sixth sense radar...which is always finely tuned...picked up vibes that i wish are wrong...let me explain...saturday morning...my ex pitches up to take the boys out for the morning...we planned to buy them both new cell phones...big surprise...so i had to go with to get the contracts signed...daddy pays the bills...i have the credit rating...anyway...the kids love the phones...they were ecstatic to the point of me contemplating to get some alcohol into them to calm them down...calm down of course i didn't do that...but they were so happy and jumping around like crazy people..it was unreal...so cellphones bought daddy informs me in front of the kids...let's go for breakfast....i'm like...arched brows...o~k~...the kids of course "yes yes yes mommy~ come with us pleaaaaaaaaaaze..."...so i went...i was so scared someone i know would recognise me ...this was just the kind of thing the shrink told me to avoid...the smallest thing gives kids hope ...anyway i ate my breakfast in a record time...and excused myself...so later...he drops off the kids...and gives me a digital camera....sixth sense radar warning bells ringing incessantly...roger that gut...i've got you covered...over and out...sigh...he's too friendly...the gifts...we are civil mostly...but friendly...not really...and this morning i got an email from him... he says the kids want to spoil me...booked me a facial...ha!...fucker...i~am~not~stupid...he must be trying a new drug of choice because i honestly think...yes...he's trying his best to make me soft...then to come in for the kill...fuck!!! why is he doing this... i can't tell you how annoyed in am at this thought...and you know what...he's gonna use the kids...he's tried it before and he's trying again...that really pisses me off...don't use my kids to get what you want...it reeks of a manipulative, self absorbed, selfish person...and in very poor taste...shame on you....so i will have to be brutal...which will be much fun...

thank the dear Lord i'm over that man...i just don't get it...men sure are funny...and quite predictable...

please!

let me just say this...i love it when we kick ass!!...our little country beat the mighty english at cricket and rugby this past friday night and sunday night...i was so proud!....whoppeeeee...go boys go!...what got me was when we sang our national anthem at the start of the rugby match...every single person i saw sang nkosi sikelele iafrika...out of their hearts...it was so heart warming...to all that look at our country and pity us...don't...we've come such a long way...and we're going to beat the odds...watch...anyway...enough of that...i had a wonderful weekend...friday was fun...we were selling marbles...latest craze at school...and i just had to chuckle...these little kids came past our stall, inspecting each little marble like a pro...they reminded me of diamond dealers...holding the marble in the light to identify the little sucker...theehehheeehee...it was precious...another thing that was quite interesting was the fact that some of the older boys came around...obviously recognised jay...then shook his little hand in greeting...amazing...after a while i gathered that it's because he's such a pro with the marbles...figure that...respect....why do i find this so amusing while feeling oh so proud of the little man...nothing wrong with a good old fashioned handshake...charming...i thought...we made a nice little profit which had to be spent immediately at the nearest toy shop...sigh...after that the afternoon went slightly pear shaped...jay developed tonsilitis...arghh...sky high fever during the night...doctor first thing in the morning...one amazingly good moment was when i left the doctor's reception with a wave over the shoulder...toodledoo y'all...i had to hold myself back i almost skipped out of there...i was so happy...you see...dad (the dreaded ex) was paying for the visit and the medicine with his brand-spanking-new medical aid...hehe...which i will be using without cease...ahhhh...payback...you know i believe in sending out good thoughts into the universe...well today i want to send out the following single good thought...that the ex (bless his adulterous soul)...will keep his job...everyone i know...and knows him...also know (i know! giggle...that must be grammatically wrong...)...that a good solid job is n~o~t something the ex clings to...amazing isn't it!!...so i am shit scared that their predictions of him leaving his newly found job will come true...my best friend was saying like ten times over the phone this morning...you know he's going to leave his job...he's not going to keep that job...and what if the bad thoughts were collected up in a big butterfly net in the sky...huh...what then???...ahhhh...i felt like climbing through the telephone line and shoving the bloody words back into her mouth...but the negative comments just kept coming out too fast...have mercy...i know they mean well...but this new job will be paying the child support i haven't been getting for the last 8 months ok????... shees...nasty....don't spoil this for me...pleeeeeeeease....so for every person who said "he will leave his job"...i will say "he will keep his job" a million and two times today...tomorrow when i have more energy i will say it five million times...i sound kind of desperate don't i...oh well i don't care...i just want that freaking child support so much...i can taste it...

this is monday...i am really lazy...so excuse me if i can't produce much more than i have done above....yawn...will be back tomorrow...