the other day someone told me... or did i read it on a blog? anyway... they said they felt detached... and i didn't get what they were saying... at all... and today... well let me just say "detached" makes so much sense to me today... am i having an out of body experience? no... sadly not... am i actually living somebody else's life?... sure as shit feels like that sometimes... maybe it's the move... i just can't seem to get my groove back man!!! anybody who has seen the emperor's new groove? well i feel very unemperor-Llama-like today... and that bloody groove is just nofuckingwhere to be found...
i have to go back in my archives and read that damn silly post i wrote a while back about skipping into the sunset looking for a silly bloody elephant to kiss... (yes mock me now) cause when oh when will i ever feel like that again?...i know... probably tomorrow :)
i want to feel like kissing some strange elephant again!
i do, i really do... but sadly... my biorhythms are out of sync or something close to that...
i know
i know
i have so much to be grateful for, but i feel like having a teeny wheeny whiny little pity party... i may not have a jealous bone in my body but pity??? at that i excel... again... here is the perfect chanse to mock me silly... and because i'm so strangely detached it wouldn't even bother me!
if i have to analyze this detached feeling it has all got to do with money... yes... i have a lack of money, everybody has, i know... and when i look at my budget, including what batman gives me... i really shouldn't have a problem... but hey i do... money is like water... and i'm in the fucking dessert... mirages are appearing and disappearing at random...
shit
i have to get over myself...
sigh
bye for now... *imagine puppy face slash 2 year old crocodile teary face*
see!
i so have to get over it...
don't worry
i'm probably already over it... just have to check with the detached person i call Sweets :)~
